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Do you know the feeling when you do not know what to think?
If you just do not feel well?
If a person upset you so much, even though you love her?
Character traits of this person just make me terribly angry because they are so annoying. But I know the person does not mean that evil, it's just a habit ...

And when I reflect my own behavior, I get to be quite selfish sometimes ...
I have always felt I would give it all and almost never get anything back from the others, but actually I desire a lot from this people.
And am disappointed if I do not get that.
But I can take what I want and I do not feel responsible. But as soon as the other makes a mistake, I get immediately on the nerves.